yearning is not beautiful, never homely or nostalgic. it is a morally desecrating experience of continuously longing for the dead, and i am eternally tethered to it.
loise yves
metwt. rps. they/she. '00. mdni. ot7.
this is my digital diary, where i archive my writing and art process. my timeline is curated according to what i consume. heavy on my rps agenda(s), specifically with heejay. grievously opinionated on things that matter to me.
fub-free, and highly encouraged. i extend the same gratitude liberally and sb unfamiliar accs.practicing witch. you might see spiritual stuff here and there. i don't post my readings, but i do engage in tarot and divination discourse
| ult group | ult bias | bias wrecker | bias line | main pairing |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| enhypen | park jongseong | lee heeseung | heejayki | heejay |

park jongseong & lee heeseung
| enhypen7 + evan | ||
| lesserafim | cortis | park jihoon |
writings in long form are about grief, yearning, and love. my works surround religious and queer themes, dabbling sacrilegious subtopics. i crosspost my substack entries on 3 different accounts.interests: ilocano & pangasinan culture. queer media. feminist and political commentaries. psychology.
i share tidbits about my personal experiences and overshare everything about my interests. this is my safe space, hence if you think my views do not align with yours, please do the liberty of disengaging with everything i post instead of either subtweeting or directly interacting with me. sellouts are not welcome here.
DNFI ot6. antis. solos/akgaes. anti-rps. hate enhypen as 7. if you dislike what i post. please filter your own experience and leave my account alone. <3








