yearning is not beautiful, never homely or nostalgic. it is a morally desecrating experience of continuously longing for the dead, and i am eternally tethered to it.

loise yves

metwt. rps. they/she. '00. mdni. heejay-centric.


this is my digital diary, where i archive my writing and art process. my timeline is curated according to what i consume. heavy on my rps agenda(s), specifically with heejay. grievously opinionated on things that matter to me.

fub-free, and highly encouraged. i extend the same gratitude liberally and sb unfamiliar accs. extremely selectivepracticing witch. you might see spiritual stuff here and there. i don't post my readings, but i do engage in tarot and divination discourse

park jongseong & lee heeseung


enhypen + evan
lesserafimcortispark jihoon

writings in long form are about grief, yearning, and love. my works surround religious and queer themes, dabbling sacrilegious subtopics. i crosspost my substack entries on 3 different accounts.

wandering elsewhere, places you could find me in:

i share tidbits about my personal experiences and overshare everything about my interests. this is my safe space, hence if you think my views do not align with yours, please do the liberty of disengaging with everything i post instead of either subtweeting or directly interacting with me. sellouts are not welcome here.

DNFI   ot6. antis. solos/akgaes. anti-rps. if you dislike what i post. please filter your own experience and leave my account alone. <3